MISSING SOMEONE I LOVE MORE THAN MY LIFE

My day was so gloomy and incomplete if i can't received a text message from somebody that i  do really love,

I do really miss him, every other day was a long day for me if  i can't hear his voice on the phone.

Being in this kind of situation is not easy, but we need to sacrifice something for our future sake.

Sometimes i can't stop myself from crying,thinking of him and asking if he missed me too.

Deep down in my heart i know that he really misses and loves me,

and i do felt the same way too.. 

Only photographs of ours can make me smile and fill the emptiness i felt inside,

Reminiscing our past was the only thing i did just to convince myself to smile..

Keeping my mind busy is the best thing to do right now to get rid of this sickness..

I know every situation that I' am facing right now has its own reason and with God's purpose.

LOVE YOU!!!!!! AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH CAN'T WAIT TO HUG YOU TIGHT..

SORRY

SORRY is  an exclamation that indicates an apology, a word that can ease the pain of the person that we hurt throught actions and words. Sometimes we need to explain why were sorry to someone..

For me saying SORRY is asking for forgiveness..And now its my turn to say this simple word..

I'm sorry for being insensitive;

sorry for the things i did this past few weeks,

I've been so mean, I almost forget all the promises I made with you.

I felt so guilty FATHER GOD, I don't have the nerve to talk to you..

I'm so sorry..I know that you will forgive me for all those things i did..

Because you love me..Again FATHER GOD I'm sorry..

A WORD OF FAREWELL TO MY EVERDEAREST FRIENDS

 TIME RUNS SO FAST AND NOW ITS MY TIME TO SAY ADIOS TO MY DEAR AMIGAS;

I FEEL SO GLAD TO MEET ALL OF YOU AND LUCKY TO HAVE YOU AS MY FRIENDS.

THANKFUL TO OUR CREATOR FOR DOING SUCH BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN MY LIFE..THAT I COULD NEVER ASK FOR..

AND ONE OF THOSE BEAUTIFUL THINGS HE DID WAS SENDING ME THIS FOUR LOVELY LADIES NAMELY PERLITA, LEA ANNE, CHRISTIAN AND SHEILA..

THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THE TIME,THANK YOU ALSO FOR LAUGHING WITH MY FUNNY FACE AND MY JOKES.

THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR THOUGHTS, LOVE, AND CARE..

I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ALL THOSE THINGS YOU DID FOR ME..

IT MAKES ME SMILE IF I GOT REMINDED WITH ALL THE NAUGTHY AND SILLY THINGS WE DID.

THINKING BACK OUR PAST MAKES ME CRY AND LAUGH...

ALL I CAN SAY GUYS THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE IN A SHORT SPAN OF TIME..I REALLY DO APPRECIATE ALL THE EFFORT AND LOVE THAT YOU SHOWED UPON ME.

MY HEART SAYS STAY BUT MY MIND SAYS GO AND THIS TIME I NEED TO FOLLOW MY MIND BECAUSE MY FAMILY ARE WAITING FOR ME AND NEEDED ME SO BADLY..

I KNOW GOD HAS A GREAT PLAN FOR EACH ONE OF US..

YOU ALL KNOW HOW DO I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS AND CARE AND TREASURE  OUR FRIENDSHIP..DON'T WORRY I'M JUST A FACEBOOK AWAY FROM ALL OF YOU..

ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS:
" FRIENDS FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS"..

YOU WERE SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW IN DUBAI...

MY FAMILY IN THIS FOREIGN LAND ( DUBAI)

         I'm blessed and lucky to have a nice, kindhearted and beautiful family here in this foreign land (DUBAI).. I'm a stranger in this place trying to find much more greener pasture to provide the wants and needs of my family.. So grateful to GOD ALMIGHTY for giving me the family that where am I fitted in.

         When I first came here I'm having a hard time in gaining their trust, because of the terrible experienced they had with their previous helper. But I keep on praying that they will give their full trust to me and GOD do answers prayer. They trusted and treated me like their family.

          I felt so comfortable and happy to work with them.. And sometimes shyness strikes me. Every morning, the three little angels brighten up my day with their sweet hug and smile.

 A morning greetings from my bosses makes me more energetic to do all my daily chores.

          Even I'm away to my biological family and sometimes i do missed them. They were there to comfort and asked me if I'm okay..

           Right now, I feel so confuse..What am I gonna do?.I have to leave them, for the reason that I need to take care of my parents, coz they're getting old and they do really need me.My parents are my weakness and my life. Honestly, i don't want to leave but i have too..How i wish i can divide my self into two so that the other one can stay and the other one can go..

          I cannot stop myself from crying,my heart says stay but my mind says go. I know that they will be happy for me, and understands me for the decision i made.

          They become a part of my life. I know GOD has a reason and purpose for everything.

I will really miss them, I will never forget them. I know time will come and go, but i will never ever forget this family and i will always keep all the memories in my heart and in my thoughts..

 

IM SO BLESS TO HAVE YOU

I FEEL I'M THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH,

IT IS BECAUSE I HAVE YOU;

YOU GAVE THE LOVE THAT I COULD NEVER ASK FOR

YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME.

I'M SO BLESSED TO KNOW YOU MORE THAN MYSELF;

AND A PRIVILEGED FOR ME TO BE WITH YOU

FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME.

I KNOW YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO.

IN MY LIFE I DON'T HAVE ANY REGRETS TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIFE.

AND THAT SHOWS HOW DO I REALLY LOVE YOU.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR TRUST AND LOVE;

AND ALL I CAN PROMISE YOU I WILL BE YOURS FOREVER

I WILL SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE AND GETTING OLD WITH YOU..

MY DEAR ..

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

CREATED TO BECOME LIKE CHRIST (verses to ponder day 23)

                     God knew what he was doing from the beginning. He decided from the outset shape the lives of those who love him along the same lines as the life of is SON...We see the original and intended shape of our lives there in him..

-Romans 8:29-

We look at this SON and see GOD's original purpose in everything created..

-Colossians 1:15-

- God's ultimate goal for our life on earth is not comfort, but character development. He wants us to grow up spiritually and become like HIM..God created our uniqueness and he wants us to develop the kind of character desribed in the beatitudes of JESUS.

-Our character is essentially the sum of our habits. God is far more interested in what we are than in what we do.

DAYS WITH MY CLOSE FRIENDS IN DUBAI

       Today,one of our friend here in dubai celebrates her birthday.. I felt so happy because we are complete as a group of friends. And the presence of everyone means they do treasure the friendship that we have, eventhough our friendship encountered a lot of ups and downs but still we are together.

Sometimes  misunderstanding,jealousy and being sensitive drives to break the friendship that we have but still we remain as strong as an old oak tree planted in a good ground..

        So thankful to my CREATOR for giving me a friend like them who are always there to listen, to scold, to make me laugh and willing to help and give some advices if needed..

        Life without someone to lean on (friends) is meaningless...

Right now, i can't stop my tears from falling, coz i know how much do i will miss this people..they're the one who make my life meaningful and inspired when im here in this foreign land..i keep on praying that they won't change even i'm not with them anymore.. And i will promise them too that i will never ever change and i will keep all the laughters, tears and happy moments were together..luv u all guys..



kangaroo, tansya, kanyuting, nana and nanay felay